tarot

I just had my first Tarot reading.

Then I did a Tarot reading.

Um.

Do you ever do something where you go YES. THIS IS ME. THIS IS SOMETHING I CAN DO. Pure intuition, like when a character has 18 earrings and you don't know why the hell why, except you find out two books later its cuz he did one for each year his young cousin was missing? THAT sort of thing? No planning. It just is.

Fuck.

Dumbfounded.

I'm still processing it all.

Considering THE MAGICIAN AND THE FOOL is one of my favorite all-time books, I shoulda seen it coming. But now, I'm...

Well.

I got nothing. Speechless.